A long time ago...
A friend of mine and I started writing music together. We called ourselves 'Brothers Angst'. Today, I decided to use the monicker of 'Brothers Angst' to vent my frustrations that is my life, as well as invite others to vent theirs as well...and possibly, we can help each other get through our pain and become healthy people.
Over the last couple of years, I have been in a very unhealthy marriage. It is really my own fault for allowing the relationship to get to the marriage itself, but that is not the issue right now. Right now, I am in the impossible position of trying maneuver past the bamboo stick traps that have been set for me.
I know, I am being very vague. At this point, I have to. Legal reasons. Words can be used against me and I don't feel like having the application of my first amendment right of free speech used against me. I may be free to say whatever I want, but sometimes it is a better idea to keep you mouth shut.
Anyway, to all my brothers and sisters in angst out there. How have you dealt with what seemed to you to be an impossible situation? What resources were available to you? And what kept you sane?
Talking to my friends helped me when I went through a bad time. Focusing on the positive things in my life helped me the most. Knowing that I would some day get through it was the light at the end of the tunnel that kept me motivated. Try to stay positive, Scott. You are a good person with many things to be positive about. Hang in there.
ReplyDeletethe problem with me right now is that i have been so out of touch with the friends that would help me through something like this that i am hesitant to call just so i can try and feel better about myself. it is also that i am having a severe case of the 'woulda, coulda and shouldas' that i am having problems focusing on the positive. my personal hole right now is very deep. i see glimpses of light occasionally, but not enough at the moment. just need something of a descent sized break at the moment.
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