The problem with spending so much time by yourself is that you tend to spend way too much time in your own head. You do everything you can to occupy your brain, but eventually your mind wins out and random stuff starts popping in and then all the issues you have ever had in your life start bubbling up.
That is what I am going through right now and the reason I am writing this right now. I thought...yes, thought...maybe I will write about my current level of insanity and maybe I can get it to stop. Will let you know how that goes.
What all this preoccupation in my brain comes down to is that I miss my daughter. I want this divorce to be final and I want to be working somewhere that I can believe in.
The only way I am going to get a job that might kill two of my issues listed above is if someone helps me out. If someone takes a chance on me. Problem is, I just don't see that happening.
The last part of the issues above is well on its way to being over. Had to take some matters into my own hands because of some 'issues'. Didn't want to, but some people were not playing nice and I had to do something.
I swear, if someone was in this truck with me while I was driving, they would be looking to have me committed. Seriously, too much time in my own head.
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